I want
An ever-expanding list of what I want to do and what I do not want to do.
Most Important Wants
- I want to write an article, where I can always list every single thing I want in life, any moment I want.
- I want this article to be full of my desires, such that it would become the library of all my desires and wants.
- I want to reach my dreams and change the world.
- I want to improve myself every single day without wasting any time doing nothing.
- I want to understand, analyze, and love myself so I may become the best version of my personality.
- I want to apologize to the only person who saw me as a human for many years before becoming disgusted at me as well.
- I want to someday follow the will of the First Source and the Center, dedicating myself to the sublime pursuit of truth, beauty, and goodness while upgrading my personality to the highest order.
Secondary Wants
- I want to be the richest person in the world, able to give jobs to anyone I want.
- I want to speak on the stage and constantly give morale boosts to my workers, students, family, troops, and people.
- I want to advance this world towards the successive evolutionary levels of civilization, such that everyone may know the meaning of progress.
- I want to be free enough to say whatever I want to anyone I want without hesitation, while being fully aware of the consequences that may happen.
- I want to gather all the powerful forces of change and progress in this world into one single spot, uniting them to change every part of the world.
- I want to make the people free in themselves, such that they may not see a blank canvas with a sense of existential dread, but learn to see and appreciate the infinite possibilities on the blank canvas.
- I want to make the people free in this society, such that they may not see another person or group as a threat to their ego, but as an understanding friend who's also trying their best to survive in this world.
- I want to make the people believe that they can always choose to reach their dreams anytime they want, that they can always become part of a greater destiny.
- I want to educate the educators, speak to the speakers, and make policies for the policy-makers.
- I want to ensure that every family in this world knows what they're doing, such that no unjust punishments and environmental conditions be inflicted on innocent or good talented people.
- I want to create decentralized automatic clubs, facilities, and organizations operating based on an advanced system of merit and level of knowledge.
- I want to create an inclusive system where everyone can contribute to building a better world either through their ideas, actions, or words.
- I want to make more channels for real-life human interactions, both formal or informal, such that everyone may have a friend despite their self-proclaimed awful social skills.
- I want to have a formal system where anyone can earn money in any way they want, anytime they want, regardless of differences, such that being poor and broke will become a personal conscious decision.
- I want to build a school with a progressive education system such that students may learn necessary skills and knowledge to aid them in the present moment and not for the far future.
Tertiary Wants
- I want to buy all the items included in my to-buy list.
- I want to have a group of open-minded and accepting friends who won't make a big deal out of my chaotically deviant eccentric personality.
- I want to have a job where I can participate in meetings and apply my analytical skills.
- I want to have a cute real-life friend who would allow me to hug them anytime I want.
- I want to cook new dishes everyday by using some cookbook or online reference, happily eating my failures and successes.
- I want to turn my life into an anime series where something super interesting and memorable happens every single day.
- I want to know all basic and foundational knowledge in the world, including the principles of truth which guides the universe.
- I want to interact with everyone that happens to be around me and pull them into my life like gravity, except when they say "no".
- I want to become a credible expert in psychology / self-improvement through book publishing, public speaking, and other activities.
- I want to regularly go to a casual place where I can casually teach people / children, where people would be happy to see me and get some wisdom from me.
- I want to fly using negative weight clothes and equipment, along with highly advanced muscle-powered wings.
- I want to ride a magnetically levitating environment-friendly vehicle, floating on densely ionized trapped air below it.
- I want to be all of myself simultaneously: my childish self, sage self, demonic self, clueless self, stupid self, human self, weak self, overpowered self, normal self, 4th wall self, without holding back at anything.
- I want to cry, smile, laugh, shout, blush, surprised, scared like other people.
- I want to finish all my annoying work, complete all my house chores, deal with all the school stuff and be done with it once and for all.
- I want to see and appreciate the subtle beauty in uncertainty, progress in repetition, and strength in pain.
- I want to acknowledge the importance of useless things, tiny details, and boring people.
- I want to have the courage to start, the determination to keep going, and the resolve to face the consequences.
- I want to go to a cafe for the first time and have a nice chat with someone.
- I want to live and be happy.
- I want to become a person who can get everything they want.
Not Wants
- I don't want to continue living a stagnant and boring life anymore.
- I don't want to live an average simple life.
- I don't want to keep running away and hiding in fear anymore.
- I don't want to procrastinate and delay any progress anymore.
- I don't want to spend my entire life being alone.
- I don't want to just think and write, I want to turn my ideas into real action and products.
- I don't want to pretend to be a weak victim or an overpowered character anymore.
- I don't want to be perfect anymore.
- I still don't want to be seen as imperfect, stupid, clueless, weak, and vulnerable.
- I still don't want to ask people for help and open the possibilities for unnecessary rejection when I can do it myself.
- I don't want to be unproductive, lazy, and inefficient.
- I don't want to keep escaping reality and run inside my mind with my tail tucked between my legs when something painful happens.
- I don't want to write too much when I can live my life instead.