SmartArt
I cannot find any apps in Android playstore that will allow me to use qualitative diagrams, process-sequence diagrams, and graphic organizers such as the target diagram, concentric venn, and funnel diagram which I so desperately need.
From what I know, they only exist in Microsoft word on PC, but the only things that seems to exist in the playstore are the ever so simple mind maps (concept maps), quantitative charts, electric diagrams, and other stuff.
So duck it. I'll spill all my special thoughts in bare text form in this note.
Help Funnel Diagram
- Do I know you?
- Do I like you?
- Do I care for you?
- Do I have what you need?
- If I give you, will I have something left for myself?
- Am I sure that you're not going to leave me once you got what you want? / Will you give me something back in return, at least in the future?
- Here, this is yours, take it.
Product Sales Funnel Diagram
- Do you actually care for me other than getting your money?
1.5 Do I know you? (Optional)
- Will it help me resolve my current problems / achieve my current goals?
- Is it impactful/helpful enough to be worth my money?
- Will it be any better than the other products / current ones I know?
- Will I be able to afford it?
- Do I like you?
- I'll take it.
Foundations of Friendship (No order)
- Do we like each other?
- Can we listen and try to understand each other?
- Can we lightly insult, make fun of each other, and show our shitty sides to each other?
- Can be there for each other on difficult times?
- Can we ask and do favors for each other from time to time?
- Can we introduce our other friends and family to each other?
- Can we there for each other for a long time?
Fun Facts
Fun fact: If you see anyone who enumerates and categorizes things in lists of 3s, 7s, and 12s are most likely spiritual art users who knows certain degrees of universal truths.
Extra fun fact: I just realized that the numerical order 3, 7, and 12 follows a pattern where the next values are 18, 25, 33, and 42.
Super fun fact: The magical number and answer to universe and everything "42" is actually placed on the 7th position on the main spiritual sequence 3, 7, and 12, while "75" is placed on the 12th position of the sequence by adding 12 to "63".
Human Depth-Diagram
- Social formalities
- Obligational niceness
- Chaotic randomness
- Logical explanations
- Common interests
- Emotional expressions
- Religious affiliations
- Situational activities
- Shared connections
- Imperfection vulnerabilities
- Past stories
- Spiritual life philosophies
Consequence Scale
- Effort
- Talent = 10 Effort
- Luck = 10 Talent
- Coincidence = 10 Luck
- Serendipity = 10 Coincidence
- Magic = 10 Serendipity
- Miracle = 10 Magic
12 Human Guilts
- Guilt of Original/Ancestral Sin
- Guilt of Ignorance
- Guilt of Wrong Emotions
- Guilt of Wrong Thoughts
- Guilt of Wrong Behavior
- Guilt of Social/State Crime
- Guilt of Imperfection/Incompetence
- Guilt of Responsibility
- Guilt of Harm
- Guilt of Stagnancy
- Guilt of Authority
- Guilt of Inauthenticity / Not living your own life.
Steps to Darkness
- You feel as if your life is mediocre and boring. You don't have any idea of who you are, and what you want to do. You have no idea about this life so you're just following other people. Even the dreams you have made when you were still a child has vanished. It feels like there's no way you can make them come true anyway.
- You feel as if you're a very uninteresting and empty person, as if it seems like there's no one who would want to talk with you or befriend you, as if you're just another dust floating around in this vast universe that no one would notice.
- You are feeling very lonely and alone. How many years has it been since you had a good conversation with someone? It feels as if your existence is not important nor meaningful at all. It feels like you're not needed nor wanted by anyone, that no one cares about you in this world.
- You feel as if nothing happens to your life, that it will always be the same bleak and lonely world. The pain and loneliness is becoming more difficult to bear and you're becoming tired for every day that passes that you would just want to sleep all day long, because you feel that no one would be able to understand you anyway.
- You feel as if those who used to like and love you doesn't want you anymore and they are just ignoring you unlike before. You feel like you're completely betrayed by this world, that not a single person can ever be trusted, so you feel that you should just resolve your problems and deal with your life yourself.
- You feel as if you're an extremely incompetent and imperfect person, that you can't even solve your own problems in life. It feels as if you have lost all control over your life and everything is going downhill. It's like there's nothing you can do to change your situation, you have never felt so hopeless and helpless in your life before.
You feel as if you're completely tired of everything that you just don't care what happens anymore. The world feels like it's getting darker and darker, even the sound of the raindrops are getting louder. Every action, word, and object feels so meaningless that living seems absurd when everything is just going to disappear someday.
You feel as if you are completely alone, covered by the darkness so dark that it feels like no one would be able to reach, hear, nor see you anymore. It's so dark that it feels so pointless to make any move except to wait and suffer. It feels like the only one beside you is suffering and pain, that it would never leave you no matter what you do.
You feel as if there's no end to this pain and darkness, that life will only get worse no matter how long you wait. You feel so guilty that your life ended up this way, that if only you did this and that in the past, this would never happen.
You feel as if you are the only one to blame in this situation, and that everyone around you seems to be judging you for it. Either way, you feel like you deserve everything that happens to you for everything you have done. So you are more than willing to inflict punishment upon yourself, and the pain makes you feel alive for some reason.
- You feel like it's not just you. The entire world feels like it's getting darker and miserable as well. With all the wars, conflicts, fighting, and disasters happening, you feel like there's no future to humanity and that their suffering will continue forever.
You have arrived to the conclusion that the only reason we are born, is to suffer and be taken advantaged of, and life has no meaning at all. You are so done with everything, you have been completely exhausted with this kind of life.
It feels as if there's only one thing we can do to free ourselves from the darkness, to bring an end to it all, so you can finally take some rest and stop suffering. You feel like no one cares about you anyway, as if no one needs and wants you, so no one would notice nor care if you ever disappear in this world.
Ah... something bad happened again. Goodbye cruel world.
Holy ducking sheep, even writing those steps to darkness made me feel a little bit depressed, gosh. It was so difficult trying to write those kind of things. Anyway I'll take some rest and write the stairway to Light next.
Stairway to Light