Hey tRanC, what the hell are you doing? You just binged read webtoons for most of the day and did nothing productive at all.
Sigh. My energy was leaking. It's getting more difficult to contain...
So that's why you decided to binged read?
Well... sorry. I know I could have done better.
The webtoon I'm binged reading is interesting though, it's as if it's trying to show my life if I didn't hold back in myself and showed everyone the things I learned. But alas, I'll have to keep it to myself since this world seems hostile to me.
Your sorry will not make this day any better.
...Yes, I know. It's just that my dream was so crazy that it made my energy for my day fluctuate too high.
Ah, you mean that completely immersive 5d sensual experience?
Geez. My dreams are getting too real and emotional lately that it starts to significantly affect my days.
But this leaking mana of mine isn't really because of that dream, it's because I'm getting too hungry and thirsty lately. Is this hormones? Nah hormones alone won't make me feel crazy enough that my energy is leaking out.
Well, if you're hungry and thirsty, then you should eat and drink.
Um that's not what I meant. They're metaphors. I see everything in my life as metaphors, as foreshadowing for the future. I believe that the universe is always trying to tell us something, to lead us somewhere we need to go.
To listen and understand the clues that the universe gives us, I consider that one of our roles in life.
As much as I want to get real and show my true self to the world, I have to remain calm and keep a low profile. I have to remain an introvert until I feel that there is no need for me to hide.
If I were to show myself now, it would be like having a large and uncontrollable beast in the middle of the road — it won't take long before it gets apprehended and taken down.
Hey tRanC, what is it that you have to hide that much anyway?
Until I become strong enough to take on this world, I will keep a low profile. It won't take long, I'll only need a month or two.
Anyway from now on, I'll consciously control my energy so none of it leaks out. I'll completely suppress my aura as well so that I can perfectly blend in with a crowd of people. Maybe I'll try to control my energy even while I'm sleeping.
So you're still not going to eat nor drink even if you're that thirsty and hungry. You're like a lion that has been starved so much that it would want eat everything in plain sight, yet you still refuses to eat.
Do you want to die that badly?
It's okay, I will not die. Many people have lived lives of solitude worse than mine, and some of them enjoys it, so I'll be okay.
The trick here is to compress and maintain the energy inside the body, preferably on the zones of the navel and the heart, then when you're busy, you can make this energy slowly flow through your mind or fingertips, depending if you're doing mental or physical activities.
Whatever happens, it is important that you must monitor your energy at all cost. Do not let even a single drop of energy leak out of your body. Starting from now, every second and day of our lives will be considered as a "training day".
Hmm now that I think about it, humans call this kind of exercise "mindfulness exercises", but I will call it "Aura control and energy preservation".
It reminds me of the "Nen" thingy in Hunter x Hunter, where there are four key principles one needs to understand in order, so they can learn "Nen" - life force manipulation. They are "Ten", "Zetsu", "Ren", and "Hatsu".
Ten means maintaining your aura around the body and preventing it from leaking out, like what I'm currently doing right now. Zetsu means completely suppressing and concealing your aura in your body, to hide your presence and increase healing.
Ren means enhancing and strengthening your aura, releasing good amounts of energy and allows you to perform supernatural techniques that requires aura. Hatsu means releasing your aura in a specific way, as if using it as a supernatural skill for some sort.
Lol it seems that I just thoroughly explained the principles of Nen. They seem to very logical and realistic, so I thought they could be somehow applied to real-life in some way.
The natural growth and progress here would be trying to satisfy our thirst and hunger, then experiencing brutal consequences from drinking poison water and eating spoiled food. I'm not falling for that trap, but I still need the growth rewards from it.
In that case, I'll [Transcend] it, bypass the process and learn the knowledge immediately, like I have always done.
Let it be made clear that as of today, March 28, 2022, having this massive and intense energy of mine that has enough power to overwhelm an entire country, and is massive enough to keep doing that for at least 50 years, isn't because I want to be an unstoppably crazy beast who does whatever I want, but rather I want to be a king who serves their people.
Thus, using this energy for mere pleasure and entertainment like Solomon once did, is unacceptable for my values and goes against my will.
From river of truth, I will drink and satiate my thirst, and the fruits from the tree of wisdom shall satisfy my hunger. I am an unemployed friendless dropped out, I am tRanChor, and above all, I am a seeker of truth and a disciple of spiritual arts.
As a hunter, I will hunt the truth and store knowledge, not hunt women and store money. From now on, I shall think, feel, walk, and live like a king, so that I may be mindful of my actions and movements.
Now that I think about it, I probably got this mindset from the webtoon I just binged read, where there's a kid who was a king in his past life so the way he speak and act is always like that of a king, so cool.
I love how my perception level got so high that I subconsciously absorbs the traits and skills of the characters in the webtoons I read.
"If you're wondering about what I'm thinking and learning about at any moment, just ask me about the webtoons and anime I'm currently seeing and you'll know."
"Reality isn't very far from Fantasy. In fact, they're just two sides of the same coin — this universe."
"To live like a king, means to move in grace, breath in harmony, and speak with commitment."