On September 1st, 2026, screenshots from private conversations between myself and my close friends were leaked from my own private server. These screenshots contained jokes, GIFs, and references that are racist and offensive in nature.
I have used these in various contexts, such as replying in acknowledgement to someone submitting a preview, reacting to others, or when I was gathering my friends to play in Battlefield 6.
Evidence from the leaks:
First and foremost, I am deeply sorry to anyone who was hurt or offended by these materials. There is no excuse for using such language or imagery, regardless of the context I used them.
I take full responsibility for my actions.
I thought that saying these jokes in a private chat with long-time friends was acceptable, but I was completely wrong, and it was very ignorant of me. I now understand that casually using racist content as a "joke", without any malicious intent, still causes great harm, and that is completely unacceptable. I don't support racism in any way, and I am not a racist.
I want to make it clear that nobody else on my server or in my circle endorsed or encouraged my behavior with these messages and posts. I was doing this all by myself.
They had nothing to do with it, and it is entirely unfair for anyone else to be dragged into this or targeted because of my actions. Please leave the innocent people who had no part in this alone. This was entirely my fault.
Furthermore, a conversation involving Infinity and other users has also been leaked.
Evidence from the leaks:
All contact has been cut with Infinity.
When I first created my server, I chose not to set strict rules or enforce moderation, wanting an open environment where people could talk freely, while trusting everyone to remain respectful and not offend each other.
This was a terrible mistake. I was asleep when this specific conversation took place. If I had been awake, I would have stopped it immediately. As soon as I saw it in the morning, I banned those topics entirely, but the damage was already done.
Evidence:
Once again, I take full responsibility for what happened. It was my fault for not setting proper rules and moderation from the start even though this community was private, and I am deeply sorry to anyone who was hurt or offended by what was said.
Finally, on the Cyberpunk 2077 Modding server the day the leaks happened, the people who uploaded them posted them on that server.
Everything I said in response was a hot-blooded reaction driven by shock and anger in the heat of the moment. It was a bad reaction on my part, and I take full responsibility for that as well.
I am truly sorry for causing a scene.
I accept all of my mistakes. Nothing like this will ever happen again, I promise. I was in the wrong, and I accept the consequences of my actions.
I do not expect anyone to change their perception of me with this message. I simply wanted to be transparent with the situation and what has happened.
The community's reaction to these messages has been overwhelmingly negative, for completely understandable reasons, and I have been hunted down and harassed everywhere. This has greatly affected my mental health, to the point where I reached my breaking point.
As a result, this is also a goodbye message.
I want to repeat one last time that I never meant to hurt anyone or target any individual with those words and posts. I do not support any kind of racism and I am not a racist.
They were terrible and thoughtless jokes I made within my closed group of friends. But I realized now that my intent doesn't erase how harmful those words are to others. I made a terrible decision by using such jokes, and I take full responsibility for it.
I am deeply sorry for the harm my actions have caused.
The Zenitex series should be considered discontinued, and myself, no longer present in the modding community.
I wish you all the very best, and I’m sorry, one more time. Take care of yourselves.
Goodbye.