Fleeting thoughts

Fragmented, incomplete, thought-provoking

One of the highest levels of productive chaos possible to man is the ability, capacity, freedom, and choice to gently express their deepest emotional needs to any stranger that happened to be close with them, assuming that their caretaker(s) are not physically or emotionally available, without any ounce of hesitation, shyness, and restraint, while respecting the choices of the other.

Likewise, one of the greatest marks of a healthy and free society is the dissolution of (the concept of) strangers, where most people freely and comfortably interacts with each other without hesitation, while maintaining the dignity of themselves and others.

It should be illegal to make people wait outside of promised starting time without additional compensation. Likewise, it should be illegal to make people fall in lines despite the absence of an online reservation tracking system. A nation that respects the time of its citizens will have citizens that value their time and the time of others.

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My child, remember that people tends to divide the world into two, three, or more factions. They may only see the world in black and white, or they may see the world in grey. Let not your perception of the world be dictated by what they say. Let not yourself be coerced into choosing sides. Neither you must let yourself be trapped within the middle ground. See the world for yourself, my child. Express your freedom and humanity to the fullest, my child. Wherever place you arrive, that is where you naturally stand.

I'm starting to think that double x chromosomes are most sensitive to boredom, loneliness, and isolation, especially since their gender roles makes them expect to be approached, valued, and understood more than xy chromosomes. Their higher levels of hormonal production does not help either.

The white color in my eyeballs have turned pitch black. Emptiness has completely merged with thine eyes. Neither dance movements nor loud music impresses me anymore. Bring me chaos and I will smile. Make me feel the thrill of the hunt and my heart will beat. Show me your truth and I will be interested. Everything else is either a slow marching to the grave or gazing at the stars. Writing like this, for instance, is just another form of gazing at the stars.

The second generation social development and welfare system in our country does not interest me in the slightest. They are full of artistic contests, workshops, and sports competitions. Perhaps I'm not interested because I take them for granted, when 30 years ago not a single one of them are here. Hm? You're asking about the other generations? Right, I forgot to explain. The first generation of social development is simply public housing, disaster relief, and free primary education. The third generation of social development has not arrived in our country yet but it's available on other countries: food banks, emergency shelters, free wifi, and free healthcare. I believe that the fourth generation of social development will bring open-door academies, recreation facilities, social interaction spaces, and highly-functional town halls.

But what I wanted to see in this lifetime is the fifth generation social development with inclusion culture, inter-family trade and communication, family welfare systems, comprehensive information dissemination systems, and free mental-health, financial, and career counseling to everyone. Despite technological acceleration, seeing the next generations of social development naturally arise in my lifetime would be incredibly difficult. If I do nothing, the best I can see would be glimpses of fourth generation social development. How can I bear to leave my future students and children in a world with merely 4th generation social development? They surely deserve more!

I don't really get why no one is giving me money. If I become an emperor, which I definitely will, I will pay them a hundredfold of what they have given me. Besides, the only things in my mind are personal development and socio-cultural development of humanity. I have no other use for money except for gym memberships, mental health therapy, martial arts training, and investments. Yep I have this somewhat arrogant thought that if I have only a moderate amount of money, I would invest at least 25% of it on passive income so I'll never run out of money ever again. Well of course, being deserving of something that doesn't mean you'll get something. Even national heroes have to pay for their food and make a living.

Hehe I just posted on the "expectations bulletin board" during the workshop:
- I expect to learn something interesting
- I expect to learn something cool
- Free yummy food and drinks

Doing productively chaotic things like this makes my day and gives meaning to my life. Productive chaos is one of my main philosophical and existential nourishment, I don't understand how people can live comfortably without it. Unfortunately, I can only do tiny chaos like this, which often goes unnoticeable. I don't even have enough chaos capacity to socialize with others, much less perform the highest level of chaos stated in the first paragraph of this fragmented article.

Bruh I'm so ducked. With terrible hearing, I didn't hear the instructions properly. With my low chaos capacity, I can't even ask people about the instructions. Lmao they are even going to serve the lunch later, when it's already lunchtime! Aaaaaa regret regret, I already know I'm going to regret coming here but I have to do something new and chaotic and this is the only event I know. That was cringe, I'm still embarassed in speaking in front of other people.

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