chapter*Candy
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emphllllll{bf l}bf ET’’S (gET) fUbf CKing bf S:T O O P i d, emphshaLL wE?
Come bf hERe Mega CObf CK, emphcome here.
emphDance witha girl. bf S w i r l !
bf “Tiny fucking emph{bf mega} cock.” That’s it. emph{bf Dance} with a emphmotherfucker.
“SHemphAKE bf THAT LITTLE COCK!”
“It’s emphM:e:g:a Cock!”
“bf emph{SHAKE THAT MEGA} COCK!”
Shake bf thAt. You kNow emph{bf emph{you} want to} sHake that bf l i t t l e cOck.
(You bf know you emphwant to bf shake it.)
I’m bf grabbing the kid.
’IM SHAemphkING him.
underlineemph{{bf You know you want to shake}emph that fucking mbf Ega cemphock.}
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bf Some PEOPLE SAY emphto never shake a baby.’
underlineThey wrong.
(WhAt yoU bf WANT To Do) is bf s h a k e that baby emphhard.
Gimme the baby.
“IT’S bf MY BemphABY!”
emphGimme bf that emph{bf mOtherfUckin’} kemph{bf i}bf D.
Demphance with bf m o m emphm a.
bf THIS KemphID HAS emphMOVES!!
bf Shake that motherfubf ckin’ kid.
emphNever s:hake a bbf aby.
bf sHaKe emph{that kid} like you MEAN Ibf T.
underlineSh{bf ake emphTHATemph emphbaby bf hard}bf .
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“Becca, Bemphecca, bf THANK YOU. You can emphGO now Becca.”
“emphNO! Have her bf (stay and emphdo a line) bf WITH US!” THAT’S Cock.
“You bf CAN’T GO, Becca. YOU can’t emphgo. Stay-and-do-a-line.”
“emphOh, no Mr. Cock, I have to emphCATCH the bus.”
“You’re bf NOT emph{catching the bus}.
Becca.
R e emphm e m b e r what bf we TALKED about.
emphStay and emphdo a line.”
“No (bf thank) you Mr. Cock.”
“Where emph{bf did you take my kid} anyway?”
“I tOOk him bf to the store.”
“We were emphunderline{HERE.} Wbf HERE were you? You two bf DISemph-a-p-p-{bf eared!}”
“Remphichard! Demph(ance)emph!
You’re bf not Semph{CARED TO DANemphCE} with a l i t empht l e cock (are you)?”
“bf Becca. Sit DOWN. Have a emphfucking sempheat.
underlineTemph{ake a LOAD off}.
Becca—hey!—Hey!!
CemphanDYCaemphne.
emphNever bf shake a baby.”
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“Sbf hake a cock. emphShake a cock. bf Shake a cock. SHAKE a cock. Ricemphh{bf ard}!
Rbf ichard! bf Get YOUR bf ass OVER emphhere Ricbf hard!
bf SHAKE a baby. Shake a COCK.
Mebf ga Cocbf k. bf MEGA Cbf ock. emph{bf Mega} Cobf ck. bf Mega bf Cock.
Mega bf m e g a MEGA emphmega underlinemega m{bf Ega} cock.
Liss emphhold this bf LITTLE cock while I emphDbf Aemph{NCE} with bf yoemph{ur} p empha p a .
Ybf eemphah. bf emph{Yeah. THERE}emph’S a cbf ock. Oemphoobf ohemph!”
“Aremphe you GRbf ABBing emphhis bf fucking emphcock!”
Semphmiling.
underline{bf emph{Burn} THAT} mothempherfucker.
Pemph{bf re}ss my emphlips tobf GETher.
I can emphMAK{bf E YOU so} jealbf ous.
“bf Beemphcca. Get bf your ass emphover HER{bf E}. Grbf ab my cbf ock.”
“Oh bf Mr.—”
“Libf ss. emph(Get your emphassemph) bf emph{OVER} herbf e and bf d ( a n c emphe ) WI{bf Th} usbf .”
“Mega Cock. Please.
Wbf ould empheverybf one
bf please
GET Tbf HEIR ASemphSES (bf in the livinemph{g room}) for the underlined{bf emph{a}nce pbf aremphty}.
We’re emphtr{bf y}ing to bf D O something emphherbf e.
Bemphebf cca, yoemphu temphoo.
emphYou can go {bf home} Abf FTER tbf hemphis.
DID bf YOU Demph{O} YOUr LINE?
Becca.
What the bf fuck underlineemph{IS this}.
emphDo your fucking line.”
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bf DANCE mix.
emphShake {bf that MOTHERbf FUCKING COCK}.
Elemphephbf ynt bf trynk.
F bf u c k yeah.
underlineYou LO{bf OK AT bf ME}.
Richard.
emphYou {bf look at me.}
emphSH{bf AKE THAT mother} bf f u c k i n g cock.
S bf w e empha bf t .
Temph{bf ouch} bf THAT emphabf rm.
Yebf ah.
Pbf UT your aremphms bf there.
emphYeah.
Ebf lepemphhynt bf tremphynkbf .
bf Fuck.
emphTurn it ubf p.
D bf a emphn c e .
We’re gemphonna bf B U R N this.
bf BURN IT to the emphfloor.
emphSticK thbf at cOck.
StIemphck it.
bf y.
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Reemph{bf MIX that} bf sWEat.
Dremphip it.
LiCK it.
emphI’m’emphonna bf MAKE YOU cemphum.
bf Turn it up.
Up.
emphAfter Cbf ock goes to slbf eep.
underlineI’m emph{gonna bf sit ON THAT shit}.
Roll it.
emphFace.
bf Get here.
Get bf here.
Lbf ook :at: mbf e.
bf You LOOK AT MY fucking face.
You emphlike THAT?
Yeah.
Fucking stick it.
Gimme that baby.
SHAKE that fucking baby.
You better SHAKE THAT BABY.
SHAKE it.
(Top) it.
emphDrop it o f f .
SHAKE it.
emphDrop it.
(Top) it off.
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bf That’s ( HOW WE Demph{O IT.} )
bf GIMME THAT Bemphecca.
emphDo it.
GIMME bf THAT maid.
bf FUemph{CK YOU} you’re going home.
emphFuck you.
Catch the bus.
bf Catch THemph{IS} bus.
GET with emphthis train.
Fucking cemphatch bf no fucking emphbus.
emph(You’reemph) with US.
Gimme that bf gimme THAT emphGIMME that m o r e .
“SHemphAKE THemphAT bf FUCKING emphASS.”
“What.”
emphIn her ear:
“I bf said s h a k e . That. bf FUCKING. emphAss.”
bf THAT’S remphight.
Maid.
emphShake it.
underlineYou fucking s h a k e that shit.
Yeah.
Yeah.
bf S w e a t that dress.
emphYou’re not dead YET.
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Now bf gimme MY manbf .
bf emph{GIMME} emphthat Cock.
Yeah, emphyou.
Fuck bf that memphan.
Fuck tbf hat man bf UNTIL he cemphums.
Gemphimbf emph{me} that Cbf ock.
Tbf ake that.
bf emph{T}emphake.
It.
Yebf ah.
bf emph{P}emphULL that drbf ess.
bf Here.
Pemphull thbf at.
Sbf cremphew bf you.
Fbf UCKING CObf CK.
M y FUCbf KING mabf n.
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Let that bf white SWIRL around emphin a b u b b l e .
Get bf another HIT of that.
I’emphm gonna DO A emphLINE.
Smash it. bf BREAK that shitbf .
Break it up.
SpAremphk!
bf Hit that pbf ipemphE.
emphI’m crackbf ed.
Flbf oat-Cbf RemphAckbf ed.
F l empho a t wbf onder. Wemphonderflemphoat. emphS m emph{o k e .}
Motbf heremph{fuck}er.
Wbf iemphping my nbf ose.
A litbf tle empht e a r .
Crack bf THIS floatbf -fuck. bf emph{SMAC}emphK that lbf ine. I’emphm gonbf na emphshoot thbf is.
I’emphm gonbf na Sbf ING THbf IS emphlike a song.
emphCloud bf t w i g g l e.
Semph{bf wirl} tbf hAt bf BUBble aemph{bf rounbf emph{d}}.
emphDbf rink emphit.
emphdRbf emph{IN}K bf that semphmbf emph{ok}e.
underlineThis fucking shit’ll {bf make me emphcry.}
Hollow.
Youbf ’re gbf onna fuck emphthat motherfubf cker.
Pointing emphin the mirror.
“No you’emphre not.”
bf SMACK that mirror.
“Don’t do it.”
Wabf g that finbf ger bacemphk and emphforth.
Wipe my nose.
emphS y c .
DON’T gyt syc. Don’t do yt.
bf Fuck thaempht mothebf rfucker.
emphSneak-fuck hemphim.
emphSneakfuck.
You’re bf gonna sneaemphkfuck thabf t mothempherfucker WITemphH HIS KID in thbf e next rooemphm.
bf MAYBE SHE CAemphN SLEEemphP by the pool.
Sneakyfuck.
bf SNEAK that fuck.
emphNever SHAKE a baemphby.
underlineYou {bf should NEVER, EVER shake empha baby.}
Where’s my line?
I’m bf ( maJorly bf ) crbf aCk ( bf e ) d.
Ligemphht.
emphRoll bf on the baemphthmbf at.
bf G r a b that emphpipe.
Roemphll it.
Cemphrack MemphY bf throat.
L i bf g emphh t n e emphs s .
He emphHAS TO {bf SMELL} it.
EVERYbf ONE can smemphell it.
Unemph{bf button} my semphhortbf s.
PUemphLL bf OFF this drbf ess.
bf emph{I} emphcan’t wear THIS bf thibf ng!
It has a bf rip emphIN Ibf Temph!
THbf RemphOW it emphin the tremphashcbf an.
NO.
bf Take it emphout.
Temphhrow bf it IN emphthe bemphathtbf ub.
Turbf n the emphwatempher.
Put bf my hemphand in.
Kneel.
underlineDo that fucking line.
Burn me!
BURN ME
emphTake me to the emphground
underlineBurn this house down
I’ll bf watch ( from the pool )
I’m’bf onna emphPACK THIS PIPE and emphtake it out there with me
underlineNo
I’m gemphobf nna bf ( smbf ash ) some bf MORE OF THIS and take it with me
No
emphLet’s bf not underlineFUCK AROUND, cANDemphy
Lebf t’s NOT fuck around
You bf know WHAT you want to do
You’ve underlinetaken it this far
He’bf s bf ( bf not bf ) going to CATCH YObf U
You bf can get em: go
They’emphre IN the emphback of the Cabf maro
They’re IN the bf other bag
You bf can get em
underlineGo
bf Come on cANDy, bf you don’t HAVE to emphlock it
Don’t bf clean it up
underlineJust be quick
Turn the bf light OFF
underlineRun to the garage
They’re bf dancing in the living bf room
bf Richard is in emphCock’s lap
( They bf see me run )
“What are you bf getting?”
“Nobf thing!”
“cAbf NemphDy—”
“Just—don’t bf worry emphabout it okay?”
underlineLights are on
Lean in the bf side of the car
Trubf nk
Bag.
Bring the bf bag with memphe.
Walking bf strictly in FROM the garage
Becca’s emphg o n e
Liss is bf playing pool
Richard is sitting in Cock’s lap.
bf Turbf n
Be emphcasbf ual
underlineGrab my shot
underlineTake my shot to go
“What, bf are you dremphinking back emphthere now?”
“emphI’m temphabf king a emphshower.”
“Well by bf all means..take your bf drink with youbf !”
Walk down bf the hallway
Havbf e my bag
Lock bf it THIS TIME
emphA I R in my chesbf t—lightnemphess
Oh my bf god I’m doing THIS aemphgain
bf Stash it UNDER THE SINK emphwhen you’re doemphne.
The shower’s stiemphll on
I’ll bf do it IN MY TOE this time, bf they WON’T see that
I’ll bf DO IT emphRIGHT in the back of the emphanklemphe
Somemphetimes bf it makes me emphc u m
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emphWbf emph{h}emphere WAS bf the baby
Bbf ecca emphmust Hbf AVE him
bf MAYBE emphshe’s stbf ill hbf ere
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Sbf QUemphISHing my ANKlbf e
Pbf RESSing the bf vein
Yep, bf that’s THE bf one
bf That’s where we’re emphgoin’ IN
emphThbf is ibf s what’ll emphreally GET you
Yobf u emphhave bf to do it THIS wabf y
Thebf re’s emphnothing like IT
My asbf s emphis on THE bf floemphor
emphI’m bf by THE sibf nk
emphShower’s bf RUNemphning
Geempht Tbf HAT vein
Be emphreal still
Keep tHAT bf foot semphtilbf l
bf Themph{at}’s IT
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Sbf quEbf EZE sbf ome wbf ater on tHbf ERE
Whbf ite disSbf OLVinbf g
Stibf r it wITH tbf he TIbf P of the Nbf EEDemphle
Ibf t all DISbf Solvbf ed
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Where’s bf my other hAnD?
It’s bf shaking
My lEgS are shaking
Relbf ax
bf RelAx
You’bf re sTill hbf ere
This emphisn’t gonna bf hUrt you
CarefUl
Don’t drOp it
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bf **( F,emph.u:bf:C/k bf )—’
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I’m emphclenchING
Dbf on’t — bf cleNCH
Relbf ax
S m e l l — o f — i t
Smell of it ,bf ( d I S bf S o l v e d
Libf ke — nothing else.
Some people have to TIE bf off their vein.
underlineI don’t.
I can jusempht bf CONTROL the veinemph.
Rest the foot on the BASE of the tub.
emphTouch my leg
Maybf be I’ll go in emphhere
emphN o
He’ll SEE it
After I DO this I’ll be bf flying
Just emphget it done
The first time’s ALWAYS bf the hardest
After this I WON’T EVEN NOTICE I’m doing it
After this I bf think I REALLY WILL bf take a shower
That WILL be emphnice
Nemphice high shower
Then I’ll bf dip in the pool
That will be nice
emphD o emph{ i t}
PUT the needle in
emphStick the skin
Roll that bf handle BACK emphA LITTLE
BLOOD bf cloud
Falling emphinto the white
THERE IS emphNOTHING MORE intimate you do with yourself
Not even cbf umming
It’s like bf you emphtake out the engine
And make changes
You bf make yourself do this
You make youbf rself cum
Pull thbf at handle back a little
Take mbf y BLOOD bf out of me
Mix it
And PUT bf it back in
emphG o
emphGo
Slow
Push it
emphPush THAT handle
Is it in?
It’s in
It’s in right
THIS WILL DO IT to me
I’m NOT GONNA SMOKE emphany more after this
Push it in
I can FEEL IT
It comes on slobf w—slower than coke
I’m clbf eNCHinG
It’s emphall the way in now
Pull out the needle
Set it down
It’s by my foot
I’ll GET THAT in a minute
emphO h
This is WHAT I’m doing now
This is emphthe only way to do this
emphThere it comes
Don’t clench
My emphgod
There it is
I feel it now
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Lemphigbf ht
A hspace0.2cm i hspace0.2cm r
bf A bird
F r e e d bf o m
Running
Clenchinbf g—emph d o n ’ t clench
This is gbf reat
Little while, bf I’ll take a shower
Most emph e {bf x }c e l bf l e n temph life
Mosbf t Exemphcellent
T o u c h—and just bf b r e a t hemph i n g
D i a m o n d s in my throat
R e l a bf x your mouth
It’s like my bf s k i n is emphbreathing
Like e v e r bf y thing is a i r
I’m—emphwonderful
Deemphserve to feel
To emph f e e l bliss
For emphever
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bf “Sbf O emphyou’rbf emph{E} TAKinbf g a shemph{bf o}wemphEbf emph{r:}:?”
“underline{bf Dbf emph{o}n’t} bf COME IN here!”
“( bf ( We emphwobf emph{n}emph’t, we wbf ON’t bf ) ) bf we just WONDERED—whbf en are ybf ou emph c o m i n g out?”
“aRE emphYOU bf DOING SHOTemphs?”
bf Cemphocbf k LAUGHS. “Are emphwebf —emph{?} Yebf ah, baby, bf emph{th}ibf emph{s m}obf emph{ther}bfemph{fUCK}er’s bf a emph{stallio}n.”
bf underline{“emph{I’ll MEET you at the POOL.”}}
“bf O!bf K!bf A!bf Y. We bf just wanted to emphcheck oemphn ybf ou.bf ”
emph“ I ’ {bf m emph f i N e .}bf emph{”}
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I’m emphf i {bf N E.}
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For empho N c {bf e } I’m reAlLy fiNe.
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