Upon prolonged observation, I have noticed that large amounts of stimulation and comfort directly decreases my productivity and efficiency level, with scenes of anime and webtoons repeating inside my mind.
As someone who is an introvert, I'm extremely sensitive when it comes to energy levels, even the slightest fun can make me very lazy and tired.
This isn't a huge deal on its own, but I have also noticed that my growth speeds up rapidly whenever I'm experiencing any kind of pain. Just like now, my pain and disappointment of not being able to make progress in my life led to me to realize that having fun, way too much fun, indeed makes a person very lazy.
When my mind is cold, without any stimulation or emotions, I'm able to think, decide, and act clearly, but when my mind is full of stimulation or worries, I feel completely restricted, as if my whole body is completely bound by chains, unable to think nor act.
Therefore, I must always be careful in my dosage of [Fun], so that I may not fall in a lazy and unproductive state. The moment where anime and Webtoon scenes flood my mind, I should activate my own mental floodgate so I may continue to focus on my tasks and my growth.
If I let these images flood my mind, then it's already over for my productivity. I have to let the ice create and restrict the path, while the flame must be the one to walk that path. Ice doesn't have any friction, while fire travels fast — they're the perfect duo.
For now, I must always remain on guard and focus on the truly important things. My long days of vacation is almost over. The real struggle is about to begin. Whether I like it or not, I must go.
"Sometimes, we have too much fun where we forget that breaktime is already over a long time ago."
"While we still have time, let's make our move before it's too late."
"With all seriousness, it is crucial to have fun, until today becomes worth living and tomorrow becomes something to look forward to."