Upon successive controlled experiments, I realized that stimulation does not motivate nor increase my energy at all, but it consumes more of my energy and motivation.
As a type-C human being, introverts like me are the most energized and productive after a good rest or meditation. Any forms of stimulation except intellectual and demonic stimulation is twice as draining than ordinary house chores.
I just read about Brainwaves and I think I'll be the most productive and focused if I keep my brainwaves from theta to low beta throughout the day, which means I should maintain my brainwave frequency from 3-15 Hz.
It's actually good for people to have higher frequency brainwaves, but only when doing productive tasks or connecting with others. Mindlessly wasting time prevents people from thinking properly and concentrating in their future work.
The Gamma Waves 38-42 Hz are the highest and most subtle brainwave frequency which is the most active when the person is engaged in activities involving higher virtues. It's said to be involved in spiritual stuff.
I think it's possible for a person to have 2-3 types of brainwaves vibrating in their brain simultaneously. So a person with highest enlightenment level would have their brain constantly generating Gamma Waves while maintaining deep focus of Alpha Waves and the general awareness of Beta Waves.
That's right. From now on, I'll maintain my brainwaves to low and deeply focused levels possible, while being always prepared for the chance to generate Gamma waves.
Interestingly, biofeedback and neurofeedback would help me become a more biologically and mentally advanced human being, the most superior of all superiors superior. Alright, I'll consider Cybernetics and Genetic Modification as well. "HAHAHAH THEN NO ONE CAN LOOK DOWN ON ME ANYMORE!"
What a rather stupid thought. The only one looking down at me is myself, whenever I entertain the thoughts of shame and inferiority.
The ultimate being should have no problems with some other being better or higher than them, they should be confident in their own abilities as someone who lives their life in their own domain.
I realized that stress of school and progress is the one that's draining the most of my psychological energy, in which my coping method is to binge read webtoons which drains even more of my energy. I have to change that. Reading webtoons is fun, but I must learn to be appropriate.
Being in high frequency brainwaves all the time is setting ourselves in the place of disasters. Here's what happens if we're at high level Beta Waves all the time:
I just noticed my mind doing the Repression thingy, where I unconsciously hid an evil memory of what I have done and actually believed that I had no memory of what happened. Holy sheep. This is terrifying. What the duck. That was scary as hell.
I wonder just how much memory I hid under Repression? Just how much dark memories are hiding beneath my mind?
Also I'm feeling more demonic and chaotic as usual, that I actually unconsciously ate the piece of bread that's reserved for my little sister without even knowing it. I can't believe I did that. What the duck is happening to me?
It seems that the longer I stay in chaos demonic form, the more crazy and demonic my personality becomes. I need to retain my brainwaves to low levels and relax, I can't stay in this form for long.
Even though I have complete psychological awareness and immortality, I'm still too emotionally affected. This reminds me of the time I was a child and joined the boys to tease a girl, where the girl angrily runs to get the boys, but I was slow and stuck so the girl hit me and I actually cried.
Few seconds later, I realized that you're supposed not to get it and if you did get hit, you're supposed to laugh. Geez, I may be wearing complete steel armor on the outside, but I'm still nothing but a pile of flesh inside.