Another painful hit from reality.
Tags: Personal, Stupid, Emotional, Reflection, Reality, Decisive
What the duck man, I came for the interview to become an HR assistant but then I got disqualified as someone with no experience and got offered to become a Sales Agent instead.
Bloody ducking hell. Is there no other way to become something less of a slave? Is there no ducking choice but to either become an underpaid factory worker, unhealthy call center agent, or to become a commission-based worker?
Good grief. My my anger is immeasurable and my day is ruined. I'm a Thinker, not a speaker, not a factory worker, and absolutely not a slave. Can't you mother-fathers get it? I am a bird who can fly, why would you ducking make me lift heavy things and convince people to buy products?
Is this my limit? Do I really have no choice but to become a slave to someone, either get a stupid degree or take sheepy jobs just to reach my dreams? Am I really born in the wrong era?
Ugh this is so sad... Everyone just looks into my experience and degrees and nothing else. Do I look like a joke to you?
Rather than doing manual labor, I can speed up the processes of those people doing it. Rather than convincing people to buy stuff, I can train and help those who convince others to be more effective and persuasive. Rather than becoming an unhealthy call center agent, I can make their workplace healthier and reduce employee turnover rate.
So why... Why would you make me do something so out of my expertise and knowledge? I want to do a hundred cool things, so why would you make me do the few things I absolutely don't want to do?
Geez give me a chance please. A chance not to become anyone's slave. A chance to soar in the sky and show everyone what I'm capable of. I have no degrees, professional experience, and character references who will vouch for my skills. I only have myself. What would it take for you to trust me?
Shall I present an engaging and powerful persuasive speech at every job interview? Shall I befriend every employee in the organization and get some referrals? Shall I learn every skill in the universe through free online courses and get certifications? Just tell me, I'll do everything it takes not to become a slave.
Gosh what should I do now? There seem to be no other way out for me unless I'm willing to make extra efforts...
I've been holding my ground for so many months now, rejecting and ignoring every job that will turn me into a slave. Should I just give in and become a slave? We can pretend to be a slave for a few months until we find a cooler job, go to school, or start a business.
Though that may mean all our efforts and months spent trying our best not to become a slave might be in vain...
Sigh... alright let's just do it again, but only for a few months, not lasting an entire year. I'll need just enough money for a 5-digit bank account to get an office and start a business.
It's sad... Extremely sad... I don't have the resolve it takes to thoroughly research organizations and convince them to make a different job position just for me. I may have figured out everything, but I cannot do everything.
All my supposed super power and skills are just for emergency uses only, as I'm still currently adhering to my past self's plan to be successful in the sneakiest and most unexpected way possible. I can't afford to be flashy at this moment.
Sorry... I don't have the heart to follow my ideals through the very end.
Activate skill [Demonic Disguise].
I am an ordinary and normal human.
There is nothing special about me.
I am same as everyone else around me.*
I'm only skilled at existing and nothing else.
Comprehension is very hard for me.
My thoughts are completely random.
I only believe those that I can see.
I blindly follow what people tells me to do.
My special talent is being weak. Speaking up for myself, I cannot do. As simple as a unicellular organism. Just another cosmic dust floating in the universe.
"I'm quite an expert at pretending to be someone other than myself."
"If you push the ground backward, the ground pushes you forward. That's how you walk."
"What is myself? Who is myself? What am I?"