I have noticed that regardless of how awful, painful, or unproductive my days are, one thing always remain the same — the cold flame burning within my eyes, laser-focused on a particular task.
Whenever I find myself wasting my days, I somehow see my reflection on my phone and see my eyes, still the same. The fire within my eyes just won't disappear, as if it's already embedded on my soul. No matter how much I try to escape my fate and pretend to be a weak person, my eyes remain the same.
The light just won't disappear, regardless of how much darkness surrounds it. At any given moment in time, my will to live, survive, and reach my dreams is still the same. It's a static constant. To slack off for an entire week without making any progress is just physically impossible for me.
I have found some real and interesting career opportunities that I like within the past month. I don't know where they will take me, but they're better than nothing. I don't have a map, but I do have an idea of where I want to go. That's more than enough.
As a rule, I will only take opportunities that are: - Full time, on-site, creative work. - Part-time, work from home, fast work. - Freelance, anywhere, creative fast work.
This requires me to run a 3 kilometer marathon every morning because I don't have money to pay for transport, but this is the closest I can get to reaching my dreams of becoming a teacher!
For this to happen, I'll have to confirm the job on Saturday and move out at early morning in Monday. This requires sheer effort and risk, considering the distance, but it's better than getting stuck at slave jobs.
This requires laser-sharp focus, good internet, and good memory. The qualifications are a little tough, but this is one of the most legit online business I have encountered.
This job involves hunting potential online targets and commenting on their posts. While it may seem stupidly easy at first, it's a very tedious and meticulous task, that only those with keen eyes and senses can complete.
This requires a CV, which I don't really know how to create. Even thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable. The idea of creating a professional document using a tiny little phone makes me feel overwhelmed.
Still, this is one d the best and awesome jobs out there. It's a work from home fast job where I can best apply my knowledge of psychology and help people at the same time.
I have about two marketing jobs, which have incredibly high returns but also takes an extreme amount of luck and skill. As of this moment, I am a real-estate agent and a cryptocurrency shiller. If I ever get even a single sale, I'll become the richest person in the world.
However, I consider these commission-based marketing jobs as slave jobs, since the profit split is unfair — the one below gives so much of their time and effort, only for the one above to take the credit and give a few percentage to the person below.
For now, my priority will be creating my CV and focusing on my real-life tutoring job. The commenting job and finding other opportunities comes when I have a lot of extra free time.
I have already spent much of my time on addictive games and trying to fight against sleep. That's enough. I'll embrace work with a laser-sharp focus and take sleep whenever I get the chance.
This reminds me, when I was a child I don't like to sleep, then when I became a student, I was taking every free time I have just to get some sleep, and now that I'm a dropped-out, I don't like sleeping again.
I have to remember that sleep is a rare resource, I must embrace and appreciate it whenever I get the chance, because there will be the time again, where I won't be able to have enough time to get a proper sleep.
"To analyze and reorganize one's messy life within an hour, this is my special skill — 'Life Redirection'!"
"The strong never underestimates the power of a good sleep."
"The adventure never ends with unfortunate accidents, it has just begun."